Her BIG birthday!

Today's official. It's her big 17th birthday. Happy birthday,girl. Wishing you all the best in life.

Gosh! It's been a year already. I don't think I have been this crazy about her. But all these are just dreams and fantasies. She don't even want to talk to me. My friends say that when they speak of my name to her,it's like poison. I have obviously failed in this.
Now,what's left is memories.

Today was quite boring. Had a nap this morning and was having a dream about her!
Oh my gosh,what am I going to do now?
She won't talk to me,and she hates me now. How I wish this is just a nightmare!

Boring Holidays.

These holidays are quite boring. It's been a year since we last spoke. She won't talk to me. I don't know what else I can do. I'm devastated and bemused that we have to end it this way. I have been trying to impress her,but all in vain. What can I do now?

I'm feeling so depressed. 2 days from now is her sweet 17th birthday. Happy birthday,girl!
You will always be in my heart.

This year's and next year

Tonight we're going to watch the movie 2012 and hopefully next week The Twilight Saga:New Moon... I'm kinda bored at home and I really missed someone dearly in my heart(some people know while others keep guessing).

Next year will be more challenging as SPM is near...So far,everyone is relaxing and enjoying. And on this Sunday,it's my Grandma's birthday...Sweet...My aunt is coming back from Singapore tomorrow,so everything's is according to plans..

I have tried messaging her but so far no luck...I hope she will reply my messages and will continue to do so...If you loved that person so much,I bet you will do it too...